Weekend Update

Well I am happy to report I am doing much better than I was on my last weekend update. Partly because of a fantastic appointment I had with my dietitian, but also because I know I am doing the right things for my recovery. So let's see, what can i update you about? Well I now only...

What Would (my therapist) Say?

I am struggling. Big time I am suicidal. I am self-harming (something I haven't done in over 10 years) I am slowly? (quickly?) relapsing into my eating disorder. I'm going from recovery focused to ambivalent. I bought a fucking scale today and have already weighed myself more in the past 5 hours than I have...