And then I got Stung in the Face by a Wasp

That's not some joke or ploy to get you to read this post. It is true. I got stung in the face by a wasp yesterday. Also, yesterday sucked. It was just a bad day. This time it was all external stuff creating chaos in my life, but it still sucked. So getting stung, by... Continue Reading →


Grateful. Hopeful. Fearful.

I have three things to write about today. 1) My dietitian is the best! 2) Treatment and Hopefulness! 3) Symptoms and Hopelessness So, my dietitian rocks my world. I am so blessed to get to work with such an amazing human being. I've had a few dietitians in my day and unfortunately I've had some... Continue Reading →

What Would (my therapist) Say?

I am struggling. Big time I am suicidal. I am self-harming (something I haven't done in over 10 years) I am slowly? (quickly?) relapsing into my eating disorder. I'm going from recovery focused to ambivalent. I bought a fucking scale today and have already weighed myself more in the past 5 hours than I have... Continue Reading →


Oh my goodness. I am angry. I understand when the average person is ignorant about eating disorders. I can understand that even my close friends and family sometimes say unhelpful things or triggering things without realizing it. That stuff makes me angry too, sure. But I had an experience on Friday that was so triggering... Continue Reading →

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