Menu Monday

I'm in residential treatment for my eating disorder. Below is a recent meal, with pictures, that we had and I thought I'd share it with you. I hope to do more posts like this. The food here is actually quite good despite all the fear and anxiety attached to that. I hope to do more... Continue Reading →


A little update, a panic attack, and a plan for this coming week.

Hi Guys! Today marks the end of my 7th week in residential treatment. I am officially more than half way finished. That's terrifying. Eventually it will be exciting, but for now it is terrifying. I can sum up my experience so far in an analogy I came up with. It's like diving into the deep... Continue Reading →

This blog might be a bit more personal than usual. I mean I am often pretty personal, so some of it might seem like a normal day here at OSFEB. But what will be different is that I'm going to free write. And I'm doing this instead of my personal journalling so it will be... Continue Reading →

Eating Disorders and PCOS

I wrote this article to be submitted on a blog I follow for PCOS. I thought I'd include it on my blog too. This particular post is more PCOS focused than ED focused and might not be too relatable to some of my regular readers, but I worked hard on writing it and thought it... Continue Reading →

Weekend Update

Today marks the end of my second week, or the beginning of my third week, in residential treatment for my eating disorder. I have been here before, in 2016. As much as you could love treatment, I loved it here. I was eager to be here and not once did I think about leaving. This... Continue Reading →

Menu Monday, on a Thursday

Guys! Treatment is hard work. I mean duh?! right? But I am tired all the time. I have been meaning to update or blog something for a few days now and each day something happens that wipes me out emotionally. Usually in a good way. Anyways - It is Thursday, and I have so much... Continue Reading →

Residential Day 7

Good Morning! (I'm writing this in the morning however this will be posted at night) 6am: Today I woke up at six am. No alarm. It's Saturday and I could sleep in until 9am if I wanted to, but nope, 6am it is. Oh well. I lied in bed, watched a little bit of a... Continue Reading →

Residential Day 6

Friday 27 April Today (Friday) marks two years since I got admitted to the hospital inpatient eating disorder unit and I got my life back. Wow. Two years of hard and intensive treatment. I am so grateful for this. If you are struggling with an eating disorder, recovery IS possible. It's hard as hell, but... Continue Reading →

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